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Devi,
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You seem to have a problem with other people who =
are in pain. It appears to be frustrating to you, to the =
point of being painful. You pity yourself for suffering =
the self pity of someone in pain since "a long long =
time ago." People on the go frequently have little =
patience with people in pain. You see, some pain does =
not go away easily, if at all. I remember my daughter's =
face as she was dying in that hot, unairconditioned =
house. See, the bandwagon had destroyed my career =
for questionning Bob and Al and Franz. We did not have =
enough money to cool the house. It does not seem like =
such a long time ago that she was laughing and then =
suddenly pain covered her beautiful face. I do not want =
to forget her face, either laughing or in pain. You should =
try to be more patient. Some day the bell will toll for you =
and then the emptiness of a moment will fill with wonder =
and love and horror. And then nothing. You will pour =
vacuum from the empty into the vacant, and all over =
again. Hoping. Crying. Then, perhaps, later, you will =
sense the being of nothingness, the being beyond the =
material things of people on the go. Do not be to hard =
on yourself when you look back. You will be forgiven =
through your pain and fulfillment in nothing. =
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Bill =
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